Log in

No account? Create an account

Cutting Cost Everything

About Recent Entries

Me. Feb. 25th, 2007 @ 08:22 pm

I've been cutting since ive been in grade seven...now im in grade nince...not that long i know....but no matter what is happeneing no matter how happy i am i always cut..its just a habit..that i dont even want to stop.but im so sick of hospitals and not being allowed to be left home alone. any advice?

 </3 More from habit than depression.

Current Mood: depresseddepressed

Feb. 2nd, 2007 @ 01:02 am
so i've been a self-harmer for the past five years now
and i've recently quit

so i've decided i need sort of tribute tattoos
on my inner forearms
something somewhat symbolic and meaningful.

anyone happen to have any ideas on what would be nice?
i would greatly appreciate any input anyone has. =)
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: tech n9ne - bout ta bubble

Sep. 5th, 2006 @ 01:08 am
Alllllright folks. So I really want to get this self injury documentary under way, but if any of you want to see this done, i need your help. Again, thank you to all the people who have send in their stories and pictures so far, but i need more to try and get this done. I am asking that anyone interesting in telling their story to me and for the purposes of this film to please contact me, the purpose of this short documentary is not to focus on the act of cutting, but the people behind it and their stories. Right now I am desperate for a few males to participate, I do not want your side unrepresented. I also really need people willing to do a little blurb on webcam or using a microphone for me. In addition to thoes, I am looking for 3 pictures to accompany each biography, one from early childhood, one from when you started cutting and your most recent picture. I greatly appreciate all your help, and i hope i wont dissapoint! Please send all information, questions and inquires to the adress below. Thank you


Sep. 1st, 2006 @ 12:34 am
Hello, I am working on a still video about people who self injure, but i need more people to volunteer their stories. I want people to see what self injury really looks like, the people behind the cuts. Right now I am looking for the following things

"My name is ______ and I am ___ years old. I started self injuring when I was __ because ______. I still self injure because ______ (or) I stopped self injurying when i was __ because _______. Then just say a little about who you are."

Along with information along thoes sorts, i would like at least two photographs of yourself, preferably one as a child (or around the age you started to SI) and a recent one. And if any of you are willing to either do a filmed or audio interview (via webcam, mic, ect) please email that to me as well, it would be greatly appreciated!!!

btw, my email adress is dancinginthedarkness@hotmail.com

welll..... :( Aug. 28th, 2006 @ 02:19 pm
its official i have lost my job... because of my endo..... kill me now
either by resinging...
or them firing me...
either way...
i am screwed past any hope.. :(

oh yeah crossed posted
Other entries
» (No Subject)
one month in the hospital....

35 days free- blown to hell.

and my boyfriend is an angel. i love him....
» newbie
hi everyone, new.

storyCollapse )

i guess i'm just posting here because i don't want to go down this path again. i was very pro self harm when i was doing it before and i don't want to be like that either. i guess i'm just joining this community for motivation to not start again, looking at everyones posts etc. [my apologies if this doesn't belong here]

stay safe everyone.
» how do you?

I was once a second in a two year relationship (open relationship). I have endo, ocd, mild to severe depression, anxiety and panic attacks... I am now kind of getting my feet back into the water of dating.. I am also a submissive person, and into bondage and s/m... I find it hard sometimes to tell people that I am poly, etc... Or those that I have feeling for if they are already in a relationship to tell them as well... That I have feelings for them... Have any of you had issues with this, or how did/do you go about dating and such.. Esp for any of you who may have health issues?
» hey all
Hey all,

I really hope this is okay, they are a great band, and i just want to share them with you all. And think that it might be a good way for any of us in the portland area to meet and get to know each other in a safe way.

superego99 are playing at rock n roll pizza on march 26th.. its 5 bucks to get in.. be there by at least seven pm.. i am going to try and be there.. they are also playing there may 4th.

See you all there!!!!
» (No Subject)
i'm new here...

they call me bethie. i'm 23... been trying to stop cutting for a while now... slow ad painful process.

my last disaster was on my arm and both my legs.. i guess it's just another form of self discipline for me... well, self punishment. dunno.

does that sound odd?
Top of Page Powered by LiveJournal.com